Tank Man

I had to share this frame from Frontline: Tank Man of three workers from a factory that makes linen sheets in China giving an interview in their twelve to a room dormatory with goverment minders just off camera. The woman in the middle stopped me in my tracks and her expression speaks volumes of the life they lead.

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Scared Enough To be Happy

Growing up I was in Boy Scouts. I never made Eagle. When I think back on it now I find it very easy to see the whole rank advancement thing as unimportant. I tell myself, it was the experience, and the people that mattered most. But in reality rank and badges were important. I am convinced one of the biggest skews of reality happen when people choose a reality based on how it affects their view of self. In arguments people struggle to win and lose sight of what they are talking about and why it matters. People do the same pointless job every day because they couldn’t possibly have worked this hard to end up nowhere. They avoid the regret, the hard introspection, the painful change, that comes from seeing the hard cold world. If God had your resume with all your strengths and weaknesses, would you want to see it? The hard road, the road of deep clarity that eventually leads to a purposeful life, is scary.

Note: I lifted the phrase “Scared Enough To be Happy” from an interview with “Crash” director Paul Haggis’ interview on Charlie Rose where he described how people aren’t happy unless they are challenged and a little scared that they might not succeed.

Where Your Are

How often do you step back and see where you are? Its easy to see what is around you but above you the atmosphere disperses into the still quiet void of space and bellow you past the rocky outer crust is a mass of molten rock that makes up most of the mass that holds us to the surface with its gravity. And then there is time. In recorded history we are at the peak of technological wonders freed from the toils of looking for food, finding shelter, and avoiding disease. On the geologic time scale we are the long distant relatives of all life on the planet molded through millions of years of natural selection. Vast stretches of time where life grew and died generation after generation, but no people, nothing of what we see today. But we are not masters of our fate. The future could be the extermination of everyone or a life so wonderful we cannot imagine it. The first step to figuring it all out is first not forgetting where you are ... and then where you want to be.

The Unreal World

There is a place not made of atoms but of information. Mathematics, Physics, Economics, Politics, Literature, they all live in this place. All who visit the same place see the same thing, like one would view a lamppost on the same street corner. In this place nothing new is ever created, or ever changes, it is only seen, sometimes for the first time. This place transcends space, for if there are intelligences out amongst the stars they are exploring this same place, though with different minds and different eyes. Like nature this place is neither good nor bad. It is indifferent. As time progresses though, this unreal world will slip into the real with events both wondrous and horrific, discovered by explorers, settled by colonists, and lived in by all who follow.

Leaf Under The Microscope

Taken with the Intel QX3 microscope

One Leaf

This is a leaf from one of my plants. The structure blends strength, circulation, absorption of light, and the growth of a living thing.

More With Less

Recently Nicholas Negroponte of the MIT media lab announced the initiative to build a $100 computer. Why haven’t we done this before with other things? There is a quote from Einstein that seems to fit: "Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius -- and a lot of courage -- to move in the opposite direction". Ever look at a house and think to yourself, how could that pile of sheet rock and lumber be worth $100,000 dollars? Would you live in a house that did almost everything a normal house did but only cost $10,000 dollars? What would you do with the other $90,000 dollars? Would you work less and have more free time? Isn’t innovation great?

Inevitable Power

Technology will progress and information about it will become free and accessible to all who seek it. So what will happen if everyone can make a bomb, a missile, a poison, a biological weapon ? If you take the society of today and give it the technology of tomorrow it will be a very dangerous place to live, perhaps to the point of oblivion. So one thing has to change, society or the availability of hazardous information. Police states work nicely for keeping information under wraps, but they are not very fun to live in and they are easily corrupted. You could abolish all privacy, make all private information, and private spaces in homes and offices accessible to anyone at anytime, kind of a police state of nosey neighbors. But this would lead to abuses of the information. So what is left ? Some how diffuse all of the social conflict that leads to people resorting to violence to achieve their goals. Doesn’t sound easy. You can attack this problem on two fronts, conflict resolution, and the goals of people. On the conflict resolution side you need allot of skilled people that can wheel and deal and create new solutions and opportunities, both locally and globaly, kind of a hyper-creative politician /social worker. Not an easy job but necessary. The second part is the societal goals. The world is full of frustrated people with no opportunities and a limited set of ideas on how to get out of their situation, most of them not very good. So you need kind of a directory of ideas and possibilities, a vast repository of all the ideas people have of what is worth chasing, what is important, and why. And once someone has decided what they are going to set out to do, there is another directory of resources of people with similar goals, resources, businesses, books, everything. And of because all this doesn’t happen on its own, you need people and resources to go everywhere there are people in need, to build the basics, food, shelter, medical care, and education, to kick start the whole system. And if in the end, everyone hasn’t found a way to live together and resolve their differences we have lots of crime, terrorists, wars, and police states to look forward to … fun .

Ultimate Document Format

On the web there are tons of document types, pdf, html, postscript, rtf, doc, etc. As a programmer trying to get text out of these documents to make them searchable is a royal pain. What if there was one format for everything. At first it sounds cool, but then you think of what a nightmare it would be to try and standardize all the kinds of things that someone would want to put in a document and all the different ways it is viewed. So what if it wasn’t standardized and fixed? What if anyone who wanted to could make their own viewer and embed it in another format or replace an existing format. The code for rendering each embeddable format would be stored on the web and anytime you wanted to view something the viewer is downloaded and run in a secure environment ( java, managed C#, scripting language etc.). The idea isn’t a new one. You can embed all kinds of things in a word document. The thing that is new though is that the code for the viewer is not fixed and it is not monolithic. If I wanted to make a smiley face that spoke when you clicked on it, I would write the code for the smiley viewer/editor, publish the source code (open source), and then publish a document with the smiley. When someone viewed the document it would download the code to render, interact, and edit, the smiley. When they clicked on it would say its thing. Each embeddable thing would implement some baseline functions, for viewing, printing, searching, extracting text, mouse and keyboard interaction, etc. And then I’d sit back and watch the innovation happen. Ever surf a 3-D animated document that updates itself instantly anytime anyone makes a change ?

Global Debate

There is an application that is only half built in sites like delicious and wikipedia, which collect as inputs the categories of static pages and facts from multitudes of people. The world however is also filled with questions and answers and to each person a few are far more important than the others. What if everyone could collect all their questions and all their answers and debate and rank them, learn, participate, and discover. Each answer is in itself a statement of debate and linked to many questions. After a great bit of chaos the hope would be that a consensus would immerge and it would be there for all to see, more robust than any single philosophy ever has.

The World is Broken

The world is broken. There is no better task than to work to secure the necessities to live and then start to work on the great repair. There will be no prize felt more than making a fix to the world, no enjoyment of wealth or pleasure will come close to the lasting gratitude of millions through the subsequent ages, much as we are greatfull for freedom, equality, education, science, health, and prosperity.